Lyrics

Alarm Clock Rings But I Ain’t Moved Yet
Just Layin Here Drowning In My Own Regret
The Ceiling Knows More Than My Closest Friend
And I Count Every Crack Just To Pretend

The World Says Rise But I Feel Chained
Tryin To Stand Up With A Soul Full Of Strain
I Ain’t Lazy I’m Just Worn Out
From Fightin These Demons I Don’t Talk About

I Don’t Wanna Wake Up Just To Feel This Pain
Same War Same Scars Just A Different Day
If Peace Don’t Come Knockin What Am I Livin For
I Don’t Wanna Wake Up To Feel This Hurt Anymore
God If You Hear Me Throw Me A Spark
I’m Tired Of Risin Just To Fall Apart

I Scroll Through My Phone But The Light Feels Cold
A Hundred Texts From Ghosts I Used To Hold
Therapy’s Booked But I Cancel Again
Can’t Explain What’s Broke To A Paper And Pen

I Know I Should Eat I Know I Should Move
But The Weight On My Chest Got Nothin To Prove
My Smile’s For Show My Laugh Is A Shield
I’m Trapped In A War I Ain’t Asked To Feel

I Don’t Wanna Wake Up Just To Hurt The Same
Livin In A Loop With A Different Name
If There’s Grace Left For The Ones Who Swore
I Don’t Wanna Wake Up To Feel This Pain No More
Then Hold Me Through The Shadows And The Ache
Don’t Let Me Break For My Own Damn Sake

It Ain’t Death I’m Chasing
It’s Rest
The Kind That Don’t Come In A Bottle Or A Breath
Just A Minute Of Peace
A Second Of Still
To Feel Like My Heart’s Not Payin A Bill

But I Woke Up Again Guess That Means I Fight
Maybe Peace Don’t Come In A Flash Of Light
Maybe It’s Slow Like A Prayer Through A Door
I Don’t Wanna Feel This But I’ll Try Once More
One More Breath One More Climb
Maybe Tomorrow I’ll Feel Just Fine