Lyrics

I Keep Asking For Peace
With Blood On My Hands
I Keep Praying For Change
While Feeding The Fire

If This Is Who I Am
Then Save Me
From Me

I Talk Shit When I’m Scared To Death
Smile Wide While I’m Losing Breath
Say I’m Good Say I’m Fine All Day
Still Wake Up With My Hands Shaking
Every Vow I Make To Change My Ways
Ends Up Buried By The Light Of Day
I Keep Lying Like It Keeps Me Safe
But The Truth’s Got A Louder Name

I Build Armor Out Of Laughs And Lies
Call It Strength But It’s Just Disguise
I Hear God When The Room Goes Still
Then I Drown Him Out With My Own Will

I’m Fighting Wars Behind My Eyes
Dragging Chains That Learned My Name
I Wear My Damage Like A Crown
Then Act Surprised When I Go Down

God Save Me From My Fucking Name
From The Part Of Me That Loves The Flames
I Don’t Want Heaven I Don’t Want Praise
Just Rip Me Out Before I’m Too Far Gone To Change
If Mercy Still Remembers Me
Meet Me Bleeding On My Knees
God Save Me From Myself Tonight
I’m Sick Of Losing Every Fight

I Chase Ghosts Wearing My Own Face
Call It Growth But It’s Just Disgrace
I Numb The Guilt Till I Can’t Feel God
Then Blame The Silence When I’m Lost
I Know What Love Is I Still Run
Burn The Bridge Just To Feel The Jump
If I’m Honest I’m The Fucking Disease
A Locked Door With The Only Key

I Say I’m Free But I Crave The Cage
I Call It Comfort When It’s Just Pain
Every Time I Swear I’ve Let It Go
I Tighten The Grip On My Own Throat

I Preach Strength But I’m Split In Two
I’m My Worst Enemy Telling Me What To Do

God Save Me From My Fucking Name
From The Words That Rot My Faith
I Don’t Want Crowns I Don’t Want Scars
Just Show Me How To Start Where I Am
If Forgiveness Still Waits Somewhere
Meet Me Here I’ll Fucking Stare
God Save Me From Myself Tonight
I’m Done Pretending I’m Alright

If You Hear Me Through The Noise
Through The Static In My Voice
I Don’t Need Answers Carved In Stone
I Just Need Air In My Fucking Lungs
Strip Me Down Till The Truth Survives
Not Who I Was Not Who I Hide
Kill The Mask Let The Real Me Stand
Bloody Hands Open Hands

God Save Me From My Fucking Name
From The Weight I Drag Like Chains
I Don’t Need Heaven I Don’t Need Signs
Just A Reason Not To Quit This Time
If Mercy Still Knows My Face
Hold Me Here Don’t Let Me Fade
God Save Me From Myself Tonight
I’m Ready To Step Into The Light