Lyrics

They Don’t Know
What This Month Took From My Soul
Every Song Says Joy Is Here
But Grief Keeps Pullin Me Below
I Paint A Smile Bite My Tongue
Tell The World That I’m Okay
But I’m Screamin Underwater
Prayin I Don’t Fade Away

They Don’t Hear It When I Break
I Break So Quietly
I Hold It All Behind My Eyes
So Nobody Sees Me Bleed

See Me Bleeeeed

I’m Drownin In My Screams Tonight
Can’t Fuckin Breathe
Holdin My Breath Just To Survive
Smilin Like I’m Doin Fine
While I’m Losin Pieces Inside
If Love Didn’t Keep Me Here
I’d Let The Dark Take Hold Of Me
But My Kids Need Me Standin
And My Partner Holds Me Close

Holds Me Cloooose

Memories Hit Like Winter Rain
Every Name I Can’t Still Say
Every Chair That’s Sittin Empty
Every Ghost That Came To Stay
I Wanna Quit I Won’t Lie
Some Days Hope Feels Paper Thin
But I Wake Up For Their Heartbeat
Even When I’m Tired Of Livin

Tired Of Livin

I Don’t Need Saving Speeches
Or Be Strong From The Crowd
I Just Need Someone To Know
I’m Still Here Just Worn Down

I’m Still Fuckin Here

I’m Drownin In My Screams Tonight
I’m Going Under
Holdin My Breath Just To Survive
Smilin Like I’m Doin Fine
While I’m Losin Pieces Inside
If Love Didn’t Keep Me Here
I’d Let The Dark Take Hold Of Me
But My Kids Need Me Standin
And My Partner Holds Me Close

Don’t Let Me Go

If You’re Fakin Okay Like Me
If December Cuts Too Deep
If The Only Reason You Breathe
Is The Ones Asleep Down The Hall

You’re Not Weak You’re Not Alone
You’re A Fighter Just Stayin Home

One More Night
One More Breath
One More Fuckin Breath

I’m Still Drownin But I’m Here
Still Here
Still Shakin But I’m Here
Love’s The Rope I’m Holdin Tight
Through The Longest Fuckin Year
It Hurts More Than It Should

But I Stayed
I Survived

And Tonight That’s Goooood

If Nobody Told You Today
Stay
They Need You
And You Matter