Lyrics

Yeah
I don’t want happy
I want something

Wake up cracked dopamine debt
Mind in the red every breath offset
Thumb on the pulse of a borrowed regret
Scrolling for a feeling I ain’t earned yet

Rent due on joy I can’t afford calm
So I pawn off sleep just to feel less gone
Brain like a trap house lights stay on
Every hit shorter but I stay drawn

I know the math still chase the glitch
Every rush fades tolerance shifts
I don’t need love I don’t need trust
I need that spark that cuts the dust

I swear I’m fine when I’m not okay
I trade tomorrow for a moment today

I need dopamine
At all costs
Cut the brakes
I don’t stop

I don’t feel alive
I just feel wired
I don’t want peace
I want fire

I need dopamine
At all costs
Feel something
Or get lost

Crossed lines crossed hearts crossed my word
Said I was done but the itch got heard
Smile on my face like I’m healed and learned
But my chest still aches for the crash and burn

I call it drive they call it focus
Truth is I’m numb and the spike feels closest
If it hits hard I’m chosen
If it don’t then I’m hopeless

Likes feel warm but they don’t stay
Crowds go quiet when the lights fade
I don’t need God I don’t need fate
I need relief in the worst way

No pause
No shame
Whatever it takes
I’ll pay

I don’t chase happiness
I chase the quiet in my head
Just one second of silence
Before I spiral again

More
Faster
Right
Now

I don’t feel good
I feel less dead

More
Faster
Right
Now

I need dopamine
At all costs
Burn the bridge
Praise the loss

I don’t need meaning
I need the spike
I don’t feel alive
I feel liked

I need dopamine
At all costs

If this is living
Why do I feel empty
The second it’s gone